This is it.

Wohoo! Hols have started. Only for one week but enough for me to release everything...tiredness, stress and stop worrying. I hope so. Things are getting worsen for me. It's like my head is gonna burst. It's a whole lot harder when you're growing up huh? Gotta accept the fact that it's not the same anymore. It's not my Disney childhood either mom buys something to cheer me up or getting good night kisses from mom and dad anymore. The differences changed me a lot. I thought growing up was fun. But I should be grateful now. Having a lovely family and friends and a loving boyfriend that loves me so much.

So, it's hols and I'm going to the Youth Rally for three days. Hope it's gonna be fun!